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Not enough off
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Saturday, April 30, 2005

yawnz.. quite tired.. just finish gunbound then lost my room 4 key -.- upset.. actually i still wanna play de, but no room... hai

good news

Alvan finally found a part-time job.. waitor.. pay is 6.30... from 6 to 1am. quite though but nvm la.. it is also a job =D hope he can get use to it... thueday going to start work le

met him after he interview.. so sweet, he brought sugar cane for me... chat at my house downstair a little while and can see from his expression that he is very tired... that y i ask him go home. But he was worried that after he went home he not slpy again but go out i will angry... =( maybe ba...

He at mac donald with fengyin and fongmei lo... hope he will go home early.. heehex

hm... ytd he really drunk... i was quite disappointed that he promise me he won't drink until drunk de... end up need fengyin to MMS me then i know that he had just vomited... eeek~ disgusting...

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this pic taken by fengyin... he is vomiting lmao

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Thursday, April 28, 2005

hi i'm back to blog again...

This time with a different mood to blog...

finally after a rain, rainbow come out.. we managed to talk to each other nicely. I glad that he still care alot for me. I can feel that in the phone... *becos have some secret coversation in e phone which cannot be blog out, use ur own imagnation ba, haha*

actually we should learn to give in to each other.. then it will become a happy endings... don't u agree? =D

He drinking beer wit fengyin now... i prepare to wait until he reach home then go orrh orrh.. tml after school then find him eat lunch =/ still got 12 hours more got to see him...

wish me good luck not to quarrel with him ok?
@^-^@

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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

quarrel with him

reason?!

the story is like that...

call up him at around 7 something just to make sure whether today got meet or not. quite dissapointed that he told he was tired. next time then buy sugar cane for me... =D then i fall aslp after hang up phone wit him.

unfortunately, after 30 mins he reach my house outside and call up my hp and house.. my bro told him that i was sleeping. He give up and drink the sugar cane and went home. 9pm, i woke up, on my computer then found he was msn me... i left my phone at the computer table... then i take a look at my message and miss call then realise he come over just now. i was guity... so i quarrel with him... why he nv call my bro to wake me up... he send three msg to me.. the last one he say "dono why... somehow i think you not at home..."

why should i lied to him that i was at home sleeping. And my bro will not so kind to help me bluff him de -.-

we quarrel in the phone... and then he hang up my call after saying DIAM LAH.he sms me... say that don know whhat the fuck is wrong with me... is he idiot waiting outside, what i angry about?... he say he won't say anymore sorry.. becos he have enough saying sorry le... no comments about this sentence.. i don want to make him du lan anymore..

i just do a simple reply that what i can do for him now... he told me that we need time to cool down... hm i agree... but i really don know what to reply him... i type.. and delete... i type... and delete.. and up i just kept silence on his hp... i have no idea whose wrong actually, maybe is mine for starting quarrel wit him ba.

we kept quarrel on this unlucky month... we together for 5th mths le.. sigh... wonder we can celebrate our 6th mth anniversity or not.

i not suitable him... i not the type he love... i lazy always want him fetch me... i ez to jealous... i fuk up like to throw temper... i fuk up nv stand his postion and think... i don understand him rather than his neighbour... i can't make him happy just like before...

but at least we once happy b4.. love each other deeply before..

nothing much to say about our relationship... let god to decide for me... I still will cry for him... but time can cure everything ba...

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debarrment list is out! I kena all... wooottttttt! upset lolx but i already expected de =X

sux it! i sick still need to go school hand in appeal form!

sux it! i sick still need to go school hand in appeal form!

sux it! i sick still need to go school hand in appeal form!

sux it! i sick still need to go school hand in appeal form!

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hi hi ^-^ just finish my gunbound.. woot already so late liao hor.. tml still have to go jurong point watch movie with my baby. have to sleep early.. heehex. have to blog fast now

hm... took BM exam today. not bad i think at least can get a B or C something la.. can't get a A becos the teacher is stingy on marking.. =( manage to borrow the book from michelle.. heeex thank her neh!

after exam straight away go home lo... hahax be a guai kai at home.. becos i was sick. aww! must be my baobao pass it to me de T_T after dinner he come over my house and he enjoy watching his animes and i enjoy my comic which he just brought from westmall comic connection.. wooot!

He must be sleeping now ba.. just now he went for jogging with fengyin. must be tired...

muackz.. good nightz baobao!

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Monday, April 25, 2005

[* sweet day*]

hee hee... skip school again =X went to jurong east library by bus lor... omg, hot weather these few days... sux it! =p finally reach and enter the 2pid library. WOW! the library so big.... ops sry i was abit too excited.. cos in my life i nv visit library for more than 10 times.. so noob in there, don know from where and which FLOOR to start finding... Finally i found chinese section.. sigh... wasted my effort to come down here.. those book r rubbish.. none of them useful for my tml open book exam... aww!

Felt so frustrated, end up i saw my friend, Raymond.. wee u wee... Just know that he got his bike licence and he fetch me home.. lolx.. abit scary la, he abit bei zai =X i scare when he corner we fly off.

reach taman jurong safely liaoz... then when i da bao fish soup for my mum i give a call to Alvan. Before i make this call, i think carefully that whether i should tell him that someone ride me home de ma. I scare he mind and feel sad... but if i don tell, mean i lied to him. So, i chose to tell him the truth... =D he is understanding, he nv angry with me... he told me that ytd he just promise me not to angry over small matters, how can he break his promises today. heeheex

Met baobao at my house downstair.. hm.. so boring no place to go... and we hv limited time because he has to go home eat dinner later. Then we come up to my house watching animes lo.. heehee "Aishiteruze_Baby"... I force him to watch the first episode then end up he don bear to go home.. he fall in lurvee wit it.. hahahahahax

finally watch finish 4 episodes... he go home liao lo... T_T i know i will miss him badly tonight de! on my gunbound wait for his msg to make sure that he reach home safely or not.. then he sms me again to ask me whether i have eaten my dinner or not... =/ i told him that i only eat chocolate biscuit... he suggusted to come over accompany eat dinner again.. but i rejected. how can i ask him come again and he just went home from here? i not so idiot =.=

continue to play my gunbound and realised that he nv reply back to me T_T so sad.. wonder what is he doing wor... then suddenly my frined call me to lend him 50 bucks lolx... so i change my clothes again and go down to the nearest ATM to transfer lo...

on the way back, i call Alvan hp.. nobody pick up T_T where he goes huh? i can't find him... feel a little bit sad again...

FINALLY my phone rang and is Alvan's call... omg, he brought the famous chicken culet for me... he standing outside my house le.. i'm so touch.. i really touch... don know what to say to him at that time.. on the other hand i feel gulty... I afraid that it is because i keep complaining that he done not enough for me... that why even thr today he was very tired but still go and buy food for me...

thank baobao
i shouldn't keep complaining about u

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Sunday, April 24, 2005

Finally i kept my promise reach his house before 12pm. Thinking that he will be happy to saw me after he wake up... and i was right! Then we went to the nearby coffee shop to settle our lunch. Same thing happen again, we quarreling about who going to order the food. He give up and order the food, we ate sliently. No chatting at all

Then i jio him go behind his block smoking. Don know why we talk to each other again... go home happily

Reach his house around 10 mins only, hear that his bro complaining that we keep locking the door.. end up he cannot take out his homework. Haiz.. quite pai sei after hearing that!

Went to westmall eat swensen wit his mum and bro. omg! wait so long until getting abit frustrated. After that his mum and small bro going to shop and we walk home first. Everything was fine de.. but end up i say out some sensitive words... He got frustrated and throw temper on me.. I just follow behind him quietly to home lo... reach home liao he sitting infront of his pc and start to download those lame game and play.. me leh, sit behind him and watch lo... after that he just went out to watch tv without asking me.. watch around 10 mins.. i really bth... since he don want to tok, what for i still stay in his house waiting for him to fetch me home. So, i decide to tell him i go off le... decide to take cab home..

enter the lift then suddenly saw his shadow coming down, in the end, he still fetch me home lo...

ahya.. i fuking frustrated.. don want to blog anymore!

I REALLY DON UNDERSTAND! WHY U SO XIAOQI THESE FEW DAYS... I ALSO HUMAN BRINGS OK?! NOW IT IS MY TURN TO SAY... E VERYTHING I DO AND SAY SEEN TURN WRONG INFRONT OF U... WHAT SHOULD I DO TO MAKE U HAPPY AND SMILE AGAIN!

what i can do, i already done liaoz... still got what thing u not happy about? just because my mouth talk too much izzit... I rather don talk infront of u...

i feel sad... our relationship turn sour.. i know no matter how much i cry or how long i cry... nothing can change back to last time le...

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Saturday, April 23, 2005

~>.<~ unhappy day... i keep crying! quarrel with Alvan at this afternoon. Reason hard to explain. hm... becos i always make empty promises to him ba. Promise to reach his house in the morning, but end up after 12pm i still at home. I tot that he don mind... but i was wrong... he mind...

hai.. i planning to go jurong east library de, but becos i quarrel wit him... no mood i take cab to his house downstair lo. I lie to him that i nv bring along my hp.. He send me a sms that he going out to meet his frined.. aww! i was already in cab, don know what do to next.. reach his house downstair and saw his bike. Think that he sill at home prepare ba... sitting at the block downstair stone table... when the place he ask me to be his gf... arr! suddenly cry...

Finally i saw him come out of the lift... he going out soon then i quickly run infront to stop him.. bth! quite p.s la... i cry until my "pi di" also come out.. lmao

after that i lazy to blog le. =p i want to gunbound now.. pls use ur imagnation to think ba.. hahax

byez

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izzit it nice? Fengyin help us edited de.. I like it very much

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ops, i overslept today... wake up already 12pm... sms baobao and go brush my teeth... he got a interview after that, so we planning to meet later.. who know when he is on the way find me, it rain... then i call him to go home first.

Play quite a many rounds of gunbound.. T_T omg keep losing end up abit mood swing.. Finally take a bath then take bus to westmall... guess wha =p i went to the library... hahahhax... me myself also can't believe... but it is true.. i was finding the chinese book for my coming tuesday de BM exam.. haiz... headache, i can't find.. feel so awkward inside.. everybody is so silence..

finally baobao reach, we window shopping and decide go back his house area eat. Heex, saw breadtalk then i ask baobao to buy for me. Kena rejected by him, becos he is a bit furred up that why i everything depend on him. He pretend to walk away then i just show him the crying face... haha end up he bth he go buy for me.. woooot..

Everything was going fine until we reach the coffee shop.. haiz.. then i act like a baby don want to order food again.. mayb he got angry.. end up he walk away then we go home lor..

At night, i was asking him.. between friend and me.. he will chose which one... unsuprisingly that he told me not to ask him, becos it is difficult to chose one.. I felt disappointed again... but no point... i can't make him to think the other way...

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can u see what is this? it is a blue butterfly... when i was in class, i saw it on my frined bag... lolx

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Thursday, April 21, 2005

wooot~ shiok! I was outside whole day, feel so stress in school and hot at Alvan's house. Because I was lazy to bath at his house =p Late for school as usual, don't prepare to attend school today actually. Michelle went for her doctor appointment which got a approved leave. Think that i will be all alone in school liaoz. Msg Yvonne while i was still half-sleep, then she reply me to come for school that she can accompany me =D heeheex thankz

Finally lesson ends... drag my tired body walk out of the school with my big file -.- walk quite far away from the school gate and i saw Alvan coming. lolx, but he didn't spotted me. Sigh, have to walk back! Mayb he sad too, cos actually he want to surprise me de.. hahax sorry dear! anyway, i really happy to see u fetch me =p i appraciated

Hving our lunch at behind his house with fengyin lor. then after that we straight away go home.

Fengyin coming also.. becos he invite her for dinner nah. Watch Tv together lor. Nothing special at his house.

THE END!!

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

[* baobao ^(oo)^sick & *]

Just finish playing hyperlayer =p wait for the gunbound server up.. nothing to do.. that why come to blog.

Today wake up quite late, tot will late for lesson again. hahax.. but i onli late for 5 mins... Receive msg from baobao... he told me he going to clinic soon. He's sick.. poor darling baobao... Then he told me that the battery got a little problem that easy to low. sigh.. i was shock.. becos that is brought 2 weeks ago onli.. how can it be.. the n6630 also problematic... cannot save pic or mp3 to gallery.. or else it will hang... WTF it is going on... wonder is that a faulty stock or not..

haiz...

I know baobao sick.. and i guess that he need me to beside him ba... so after i finish my first lesson.. i skip school and went straight to his house le.. I decide to help him fixed the phone by today... but end up i didn;t.. i throw a small temper on him =( don ask me.. i don know why i do that... mayb nowadays i really damn tired.. running around and nv sleep well ba...

I feel sorry about it... he sick and i still bully him..

now i think he still orrh orrh ba.. hope he get well soon...

baobao
muack
muack

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not very sure this pic taken at where... or when it is taken... just saw it at fengyin hp.. found it is cute and bluetooth over...
guess who?
it is my darling baobao
=p

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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

[* Alan ^(oo)^birthday'o5*]

god bless me! I rush in time to celebrate my baobei Alvan birthday... on 15th my dad 9am drive us back to singapore... OMG! It take me more than 8 hours lo... sit until i want to vomit.. reach home quickly take a quick bathe then pack my begs again prepare to "run away from home" =X In my mind got onli " alvan is waiting for me.. waiting for me... "

Gone crazy soon liaoz haha... bringing so heavy de beg... almost forgot to bring along my baobao's present hahha... Took bus 240 to boonlay just to buy the rotiboy for him... I promise him to buy for him on his birthday de.. how can i break my promise leh... no matter how tired i am..

After buy finish, started to rain liao T_T god torture me hor... took cab to his house..

YES YES... I SAW HIM.. HAHA SO EXCITED... but he grow a little bit fat la... haha. Force him to eat rotiboy first.. then after that pass him my present... =D

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To: zhu baobao ^(00)^

baobao
i really very happy to be with u...
heehee
i too xin fu le
scare others will jealous of me

From: mian yang baobao @-.-@

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[* 13th-15thApril2005*]

went to malaysia... yawn... NOT gone there for tour but attend my grandma funeral lo. Finally she is gone, left my grandfather alone... Suddenly I felt that the world is cruel... They together so long le.. suddenly separate... wonder how he going to survive..

VERY VERY TIRED within this three days... Take bus at Wednesday [13th] early in the morning with my bro... Becos my mum and big bro already @ malaysia le.. First time travel with my 2nd bro.. not bad... he care alot for me.. i can feel it... we brought rotiboy and mac donald orange juice as our breakfast... heehe.. I still thinking to bring to bus eat de... but my bro don allow... he say the smell too strong le... later kena scold..

Below these photo are taken at malaysia.. notice that we wearing all blue and green right... becos we r grand-children ma... green is stand for grand grand children..

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They are my favourite cousin ... we always play hide and seek since we young... I miss them alot.. But just becos we live apart that why we are not close as last time le... Hope everything fine over there ba..

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005

To: zhu baobao ^(oo)^

I'm quite a long time nv blog...
Not becos i don want u to know what i going on these few days...
plus my feeling too =p
don't worry

Becos i don wish u to know that what i going to buy for u for ur present ma
Finally i brought it =D
I think u will like it de...

hai...
god play a trick on me
becos of some reason i have to go back to malaysia...
I know that u r sad that there is a % i can't celebrate wit u
sorry
I will try my very best to come back on Friday

I really miss u now...
This is the 2nd time i leave sg
T_T how come i don't seen u sad de huh?
dissapointed leh!!!!!!!!

From: ke lian de mian yang baobao @-.-@

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Monday, April 04, 2005

Just come back from school... nowadays quite busy with schoolwork and test test test test test... Luckily my CA all pass, no worries~

Receive a msg from alvan during my last period of account lesson. He told he going to sleep, becos it is cold... nice to orrh lor. Then don know why, suddenly i recall back that he once bluff me that he went to sleep but actually he already wait me outside the school gate le... My 6th sense normally very accurated. Finally 415pm, class dismissed.. I rushed to the locker to put all my files and prepare to meet him.

sigh, I was disappointed. He was nowhere seen... Then i realised that i think too much le. It is raining, how can he ride his bike under the rain leh?! How silly am i right?

Sent him a msg when i was waiting for bus... He reply me that he want to play gunbound with me. He want me to grub with him lo.. haha, becos his ranking abit too low... =X so noob hor!

Reach home quickly go bom bom and give him a call. But he nv pick up... I on the computer.. then suddenly my bro told me that my handphone will rang... I was... huh?! how he know my phone will rain... mayb alvan call in second line ba while he is using phone ba..

guess what? i only ask him how come he nv call back me... he reply me with those frustrated tones... wtf i done to him? If u really ask me... I don know what to say... He say me tok to him not nicely first... huh?! oh yeah.. mayb lo..

He send me a msg after i hang up the phone.. why does he need to say sorry when he don think that it is his fault? must plus a "lor" behind? sound like not sincere at all... i hate that

I not mad at him... Mayb it is my tones make him frustrated.. I just don want to talk about it.. over is over.. bring it out say also like that... He like to fun away from fact.. whenever we quarrel he chose to hang up phone and send msg... I should learn him ba...

I got so stress up about his birthday. I want him to be happy on his special days.. This is the first birthday i celebrate with him... what should i buy for his present? what should i do to give him a surprise.. arRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

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