Almost everyday we will meet up for our lunch.. most of the times is he "da bao" to my house eat... I just need to wake up n brush my teeth then DING DONG.. heee.. food delivery... quite njoy wit this kind of life nw...

He become more n more caring as time goes by.. i realli appreciated it..

but..

becos of the past that i keep breaking my promise n letting him down, he turn out to be over protective.. he will secretly spot check mi or check on my stuffs... of cos i will angry about it.. becos i feel that there is no privacy... but when i think back.. i`m the 1 who make him behave like this... i feel sorry about it...

nw is 2.17am

i can't even find him... today he work until 11 n reach home at 12am... i tot that he going out wit his frined but end up they had canceled it.. he chose to go home n bath.. when i was on the way home in cab, i give him a sms whether he wanna chat in phone later b4 he sleep.. but he rejected mi...

i felt there is something wrong about it.. after bath give him a call n he claiming that he wanna sleep... i hv no chances to understand what has happen..

until just nw i online..i discover 1 of my email msg... i'm sry...i could not slp now.i go smoke.then go lie down.i no face tok to u bb send mi at 1am... tot that he say he wanna sleep?!... =.=

mayb he feel bad that he had hack my yahoo email today.. after he get in my email in school.. he told mi when he was at my house... i like his honest.. but at first i was very angry.. i nv show my tempers to him.. i just acting normal...

send him msg r u sleeping or smokign right nw?.. haiz no reply... i give him 2 to 3 miss calls.. nobody ans it... wondering what has happen to him... feel like going over his house, but i can't go out at night.. =.=