These few days really feel not very well n stressful.. mum keep stressing mi about job n see my bro like that i more headache...

this morning when i`m still sleeping, bro call mi to wake up.. =.= and wtf? asking mi to call his manager to inform them that he not feeling well will be on MC. but actualli he is not sick lo... he always take MC... i`m his xiaomei i also pai sei when i call up his manager... end up i the 1 who need to face the problems for him.. his manager keep complaining to mi that my bro always got THOUSAND of MC... say he should come... well well well.. i also noe that... but can i do? i say that in my mind... i think he going to fire my bro liao lah... if my bro jobless.. omg.. my house will turn upside down.. not becos that we hv no $.. is he everyday at home.. cfm quarrel wit everybody de...

went to Nanda find dong n mei... then took a cab home... very very tired... feel so sick.. is like going to hv fever and yet no fever.. lol?!





I feel that Bb is still sensitive on my everything... i still can't gain any trust from him.... am i not worth it for him to be trusted? at this moment, bb`s family got some problems.. i noe that he already very stress up.. i don wish to make him more worry about mi... To find a job is just to occupy my times when he is not around.. and of cos... earn more $$$...

i feel pain... everyday he is so tired, not enough sleep... full of worries about his family... stress up about his school... and i can't do anything for him.. realli.. nothing that i can do...

*wondering* am i a good gf? bb... am I? i onli create worries for u... hiaz

i want to share problems wit u... even if it is about mi.. just tell mi.. we can discuss it together and solve it...